Q: I am losing my faith in Allah and I started having doubts in Allah, and I get thoughts about Kure and shirk. I feel like I am committing shirk of belief, and I am afraid of Allah that I will go to hell forever, which kills me from inside, and I have a long history of OCD, and it is painful, and I feel like not praying my salah because I feel every time I commit shirk, even though I don’t commit shirk, and today I had a thought, and I felt like I thought on purpose that if I cross the light, then I am worshipping someone else (light) besides Allah (nauzubillah), and it causes a pain in me that I have to stay like that forever, please, for Allah, give me advice. May Allah bless you all and grant you Jannah and do dua for me that I also get Jannah.
A: The fact that you feel guilty shows how strong your faith is in Allah (swt). Don’t be scared about your faith being shaken up because Shaitan is just trying to get to you. When I was at UCLA, I remember going to a lecture where the speaker mentioned that shaitan doesn’t really need to both the Athiests and polytheists because his job is already done. Those close to Allah (swt) are his targets, so always remember this. Whenever these thoughts come, just make duah and seek refuge with Allah (swt) from the accursed Shaitan. I know you are a good Muslim, and just keep continue on the straight path.
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